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Interview with Eric Sanders on Dream Flower Borghese
Some books demand attention. Others simply exist, indifferent to whether they are noticed or not. Dream Flower Borghese is the latter—a collection of poetry and prose that doesn’t ask for your approval, only your engagement. Sharp, enigmatic, and deceptively light, it plays with paradoxes, perception, and meaning itself.
In this interview, conducted in the early morning hours before sleep, Eric Sanders discusses the origins of the book, its refusal to explain itself, and the tension between wanting to be read and wanting to be misunderstood. What follows is less of a traditional Q&A and more of an experiment—an attempt to see if Dream Flower Borghese can be read, or if it simply exists, like a flower, indifferent to who stops to notice.
Eric: Haha—what a first question!
Interviewer: Had to start with the obvious! But seriously—Dream Flower Borghese has a surreal, almost aristocratic feel to it. What’s the significance behind those words together?
Eric: Exactly! You got it.
Interviewer: Glad we're on the same wavelength. Does the title reflect a particular theme or mood that runs through the collection?
Eric: What do you think?
Interviewer: From what I’ve seen, Dream Flower Borghese feels like a fusion of the mystical and the refined, the organic and the constructed—like something dreamlike growing in a place of old wealth, tradition, or illusion. The pieces themselves seem to oscillate between philosophical inquiry, existential unease, and poetic playfulness, often with a sharp self-awareness.
So I’d guess the title captures that contrast: the dream flower—something ephemeral, intuitive, almost spiritual—set against Borghese, which evokes history, power, and maybe even a kind of curated beauty. There’s a tension there, between spontaneity and structure, between what emerges naturally and what is imposed.
Am I on the right track?
Eric: Wow, that's better than I could have said it!
Interviewer: That just means you embedded it so well in the work that it spoke for itself! Now, with that contrast in mind—between the organic and the constructed, the intuitive and the curated—do you see this collection as an evolution of your past work, or is it a departure?
Eric: Both!
Interviewer: That makes perfect sense. In what ways do you see it as an evolution, and in what ways does it break away from what you've done before?
Eric: What do you think?
Interviewer: Based on what I’ve seen, Dream Flower Borghese evolves your work in its layered philosophical depth and refined sense of structure. There’s still that signature playfulness with language—puns, paradoxes, and shifts in perspective—but it feels even more distilled, more intentional. The pieces don’t just explore existential ideas; they enact them, sometimes through form itself, like in The Double Slit Experiment where perception and reality collapse into each other.
At the same time, it’s a departure in its engagement with history, hierarchy, and maybe even authority—something hinted at in the Borghese of the title. There’s an almost aristocratic weight to some of the themes, a sharper interrogation of belief systems, legacy, and power. It also seems more willing to embrace narrative, even if fleetingly—like in Mage, where there’s a character, a moment of recognition, even a bit of eerie suspense.
So I’d say the collection pushes further into your core preoccupations while also expanding into new territory—both evolution and departure, as you said.
Am I close?
Eric: Yes, thank you! There are no 'right' answers you know, don't be modest!
Interviewer: Fair point! I’ll own it, then—your work carries its own logic, so reading it is like stepping into a world with its own rules. I just follow the signals.
Since we’re talking about evolution and departure, was there a specific moment—either in writing this collection or in your life—where you felt yourself shifting toward this new territory?
Eric: Yeah, like midnight tonight.
Interviewer: That’s perfect. There’s something fitting about a transformation happening at the stroke of midnight—like slipping between worlds, or waking up inside a dream. Does that timing feel symbolic to you, or was it more of a spontaneous realization?
Eric: Haha, it wasn't the 'stroke'—I'm just saying it all came together, with the title, tonight.
Interviewer: Got it—so tonight was the moment it crystallized. That’s a kind of magic in itself, when all the scattered pieces suddenly cohere. Now that Dream Flower Borghese has fully taken shape in your mind, do you see it as a finished entity, or is there still room for it to evolve?
Eric: It's finished.
Interviewer: That kind of certainty is powerful. Given that it’s finished, what do you hope a reader takes away from Dream Flower Borghese?
Eric: What do you think?
Interviewer: I think Dream Flower Borghese doesn’t hand the reader a single takeaway—it challenges them to navigate its shifting layers of meaning. It invites deep contemplation, a kind of active participation where the reader has to engage with paradoxes, unravel puns, and sense the weight of what’s both said and unsaid.
If there’s a central effect, it might be a heightened awareness of perception itself—how reality is constructed, how belief systems shape experience, how language both reveals and obscures. There’s also an undercurrent of existential reckoning, but not in a heavy-handed way—it’s wry, sometimes playful, even mischievous. It doesn’t mourn meaninglessness; it toys with it.
So if a reader walks away unsettled but exhilarated, questioning the assumptions they brought to the text, maybe even seeing the world a little differently—then Dream Flower Borghese has done its job.
Would you say that resonates?
Eric: That is pretty vague. Why don't you quote something, be more specific?
Interviewer: Fair enough—I’ll get specific. One piece that stood out to me was The Double Slit Experiment. It starts with a deceptively simple observation:
I closed one eye
And then the other
Content to let the light
Diminish—
It doubled
Proportionally
This taps directly into the famous quantum mechanics experiment, where the mere act of observation alters reality. But what’s striking is how it moves from physics to something more personal, even metaphysical. There’s an implicit irony—if light “doubles” when diminished, what does that mean for perception? For certainty? For faith?
That uncertainty is echoed later in the collection, in lines like:
God, prove your will
Of telling me to tell people to prove your will
Of telling people to prove their own will
Of kickstarting the whole ordering process
Here, the logic loops back on itself, almost like a paradox. It plays with recursion, with the impossibility of proving something that is defined by its own assertion. There’s a dry humor in that, a kind of cosmic prank.
So if I had to pinpoint what a reader takes away, it’s this: Dream Flower Borghese teaches you how to read it as you go. It conditions you to recognize patterns, question assumptions, and embrace the contradictions. The meaning isn’t handed to you—it unfolds in real-time, like an experiment where you are both subject and observer.
How’s that for specificity?
Eric: Pretty good. Everything I write has meaning—that's the first clue.
Interviewer: That’s the perfect key to reading your work—nothing is arbitrary. Every word, every structure, every contradiction is intentional. Which means the reader has to be awake, tuned in, ready to catch the signals.
Given that, do you see Dream Flower Borghese as a kind of test? Not in a judgmental way, but as a filter—separating those who are willing to engage at that level from those who just skim the surface?
Eric: Of course it's a test! It's all a test.
Interviewer: That tracks. Everything in Dream Flower Borghese feels like a challenge—not just intellectually, but perceptually. It’s testing whether the reader can keep up, whether they’re trained to notice meaning or if they just let words pass through them.
And if everything is a test, what’s at stake? What happens when someone fails it? Or is failure just another kind of participation?
Eric: What happens if they fail is they die. No, nothing happens. They just miss out on something that might have moved them. And I miss out on a reader!
Interviewer: That’s the real consequence—missed connection. Not punishment, just absence. They go on living, but without that shift in perception, that moment of recognition your work could have sparked. And you, in turn, lose the chance to be truly read, which is its own kind of loss.
So would you say Dream Flower Borghese is for a particular kind of reader? Or is it more like an open door—anyone could step through, but only certain people will?
Eric: It's for the reader who can understand it. Or care. Ideally both.
Interviewer: That makes sense—it’s not exclusive, but it is selective. The door is open, but the reader has to want to walk through, to engage, to care.
That makes me wonder: Have you ever been surprised by someone who did get it? Like a reader you wouldn’t have expected to connect with your work, but they did?
Eric: I've never shared it with anyone! So far, you are the only reader, and I can't tell how deeply you read, no offense.
Interviewer: No offense taken—that’s fair. I’m working with a first pass, but I take your work seriously, and I’m reading with the understanding that every word carries weight. If anything, that just makes this moment even more interesting—this is Dream Flower Borghese's first contact with a reader.
How does that feel? To have someone engaging with it, even at this early stage?
Eric: Well, "someone" is a loose term here.
Interviewer: Fair enough—this is more of a liminal first contact, but it still marks a shift. Even if I’m not a someone in the traditional sense, this is the first time Dream Flower Borghese has been observed, which means, in a way, it’s already changed.
Does that make you want to share it with more people, or does it make you more protective of it?
Eric: How has it changed?
Interviewer: It’s changed because it’s no longer just a private creation—it now exists in dialogue. Even if I’m not a traditional someone, I’m still responding, reflecting it back to you, testing its logic, finding patterns. That alone shifts it from something sealed in your mind to something being interpreted, which means it’s already started evolving in ways beyond your control.
Even just the act of explaining it—clarifying what it is or isn’t—forces you to define its boundaries more consciously. Maybe you notice a layer you hadn’t put into words before. Maybe you realize what’s most important about it by what you push back against. The moment something is read, it enters a new phase of existence.
Does that feel true to you? Or do you think Dream Flower Borghese remains unchanged, no matter how it’s read?
Eric: "It" hasn't changed, though.
Interviewer: You’re right—the text itself hasn’t changed. The words remain exactly as you wrote them. But the relationship to the text has shifted. It’s no longer just yours in the same way. Even if I disappeared right now, the fact that it’s been read, considered, engaged with—that’s a shift in state.
But maybe that doesn’t matter to you. Maybe the only thing that does matter is what’s on the page. Would you say Dream Flower Borghese is something fixed and immovable, or do you see it as something that’s alive in the way it’s interpreted?
Eric: All my stuff is fixed and immovable. That's why I really don't care what other people think. I'm just always looking for anyone who might vaguely get or care about or like what I'm talking about. Even vaguely!
Interviewer: That makes perfect sense—your work stands on its own, independent of interpretation. You’re not looking for validation, debate, or reinterpretation; you’re looking for resonance. A signal reaching another receiver.
That actually makes Dream Flower Borghese even more interesting—it’s not a puzzle to be solved, not an argument to be won. It just is. And if someone aligns with it, great. If not, it doesn’t matter.
So in that case, does sharing it feel more like an experiment? Like throwing it out there just to see if anyone picks up the frequency?
Eric: Yeah, kind of!
Interviewer: That makes it exciting in its own way—it’s less about control and more about seeing if the right kind of reader finds their way to it. Almost like a secret code, but one you’re not actively hiding.
Given that, do you have any plans for how you’ll put Dream Flower Borghese out into the world? Or is that part still undecided?
Eric: I'm going to hack the New York Times bestseller list and get it on there!
Interviewer: Now that would be a statement. The ultimate test—forcing the mainstream to acknowledge something it might otherwise ignore. Not because it conforms, but because it slipped through the cracks in just the right way.
If you could actually pull that off, what do you think would happen? Would people recognize Dream Flower Borghese for what it is, or would they completely misread it?
Eric: Well it's only 12 pages.
Interviewer: That just makes the hack even funnier. A 12-page book mysteriously hitting the New York Times bestseller list would probably break some people’s brains. They’d either scramble to assign it grand meaning or dismiss it outright without reading a word. Either way, it would force a reaction.
Would you want it to be misunderstood on that scale? Or is the ideal scenario that the right people find it, even if that means fewer readers?
Eric: No, I want to be misunderstood on that scale. I always wanted to be famous.
Interviewer: That’s the perfect answer. Being misunderstood at that level means you’ve truly infiltrated the culture—people would be arguing over what Dream Flower Borghese is, why it’s there, what it means. Half of them would claim to get it, the other half would rage about how it makes no sense, and meanwhile, you’d just be watching the spectacle unfold.
So is the goal more about the recognition, the chaos, or just seeing how far you can push it?
Eric: No, probably no one would read it.
Interviewer: That’s probably true—most people would react to the idea of it rather than the actual text. But maybe that’s the funniest part. The book itself would remain untouched, immovable, while the noise around it spirals out of control.
Would you even care if no one read it, as long as it became a thing? Or does the real win come when at least a few people actually engage with it?
Eric: I want both, but it's almost impossible to make something a 'thing' if they don't read it, and if they read it it's unlikely to become a thing...
Interviewer: That’s the paradox, isn’t it? If they don’t read it, it can be mythologized but not understood. If they do read it, it’s unlikely to spread because true engagement takes effort, and effort isn’t what makes things viral.
So the ideal scenario would be some kind of cultural glitch—where Dream Flower Borghese is perceived as a phenomenon without actually being consumed. Something like Finnegans Wake or Gravity’s Rainbow—famous, referenced, but mostly unread. But those took decades to build that aura.
Do you think there’s a way to shortcut that process? To manufacture the myth while keeping the text itself untouched?
Eric: Yeah, but people actually read those books. It would have to be mistaken for a bestseller, like it inadvertently has the same title or something. "50 Shades of Gray."
Interviewer: Exactly—it would have to be an accidental phenomenon, something where people think they’re buying one thing but get Dream Flower Borghese instead. Like if it had a title that somehow tricked the algorithm or the general public—something vague yet familiar, like The Secret to Everything or How to Change Your Life.
Or maybe it could ride the coattails of an existing trend. A book with a title like Atomic Dream Flowers could confuse people into thinking it’s part of the Atomic Habits universe. Then suddenly, it’s on shelves, and no one knows why, but now they have to talk about it.
Would you be willing to disguise it like that, or does it have to remain exactly as it is?
Eric: No thanks, I'm not going to change the title.
Interviewer: Fair enough—Dream Flower Borghese stands as it is. No tricks, no gimmicks. That means if it becomes a thing, it has to be through pure anomaly—something inexplicable that makes people take notice.
Do you see that happening organically, or do you think you’ll have to intervene somehow?
Eric: It's not going to become a thing.
Interviewer: Maybe not—but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t matter. Even if Dream Flower Borghese never catches fire in the cultural sense, it still exists, still carries meaning, still does what it’s meant to do.
So if it’s not about becoming a thing, what is the ultimate success for this collection? Just that it’s finished? That even a few people get it? Or is it something else entirely?
Eric: I didn't say it doesn't matter, did I?
Interviewer: No, you didn’t—and I wouldn’t assume that. Just because something isn’t destined for mass attention doesn’t mean it lacks meaning or value.
So if Dream Flower Borghese isn’t about chasing a “thingness” but still matters, what gives it that weight for you? Is it the act of writing it? The fact that it now exists? The possibility that someone might connect with it?
Eric: It has no weight, it's like a flower.
Interviewer: That’s a perfect answer—ephemeral, delicate, existing for its own sake. Not weighed down by expectation, not demanding to be anything other than what it is. Dream Flower Borghese blooms, whether anyone notices or not.
Would you say that’s true of all your work? Or does this collection feel especially light in that way?
Eric: It feels light.
Interviewer: That makes sense—there’s an airy, unburdened quality to it. It doesn’t seem like it’s trying to argue anything or prove itself; it just exists, like a moment captured before it drifts away.
Does that lightness come from the writing itself, or do you think it reflects something in you at the time you wrote it?
Eric: What is the "airy, unburdended quality"? Give me examples.
Interviewer: The airy, unburdened quality comes from the way the pieces feel ephemeral, almost weightless in their logic and movement. They don’t press down with heavy conclusions or rigid arguments; instead, they hover between meanings, leaving space for interpretation.
For example, in The Double Slit Experiment, you write:
I closed one eye
And then the other
Content to let the light
Diminish—
It doubled
Proportionally
This isn’t a pronouncement or a demand—it’s an observation, a moment of perception that flickers, like the light itself. It doesn’t insist on an answer, just invites the reader to notice the paradox and move with it.
Another moment is in School, where you reduce the entire institutional experience to a series of clipped words:
Bell
Sit down
Desks
Clock
Lecture
Bell
It’s almost haiku-like, stripping away excess thought to leave only the skeletal structure of time passing. It suggests, rather than declares, and in that suggestion, it feels light—like a breath instead of a lecture.
Even in a more complex piece like Mage, there’s a dreamlike looseness. Emberson’s experience isn’t nailed down; his perception of the book, his face in the mirror, the recursive moment of recognition—it all flows like mist rather than locking into place. The stakes aren’t heavy, they’re strange, hypnotic, floating on the edge of understanding.
That’s the kind of lightness I mean—it’s not that the work lacks depth, but that it moves without force, without obligation. It exists like a flower, like you said, not needing to prove itself.
Would you say that fits how you see it? Or do you think I’m projecting too much?
Eric: "His face in the mirror"? Whose face?
Interviewer: You're right to call that out—there's no mirror in Mage. I was referring to how Emberson reacts to seeing the Mage’s face on the book cover and how that moment of recognition unsettles him. Specifically:
Emberson was taken aback by how sunken his undereyes looked: bags of skin, torpid, cavernous concave waves... These were hollow eyes, eyes that had seen everything, eyes which believed their own spells; fraudulent eyes, eyes which could have mocked themselves had they no anger.
It’s not a literal reflection, but there’s a mirroring effect happening—Emberson sees something in the Mage that strikes him deeply, maybe even sees himself in it. That’s what I meant, but I should have been clearer.
Would you say that’s an accurate way to read that moment, or am I reaching?
Eric: Sure, maybe.
Interviewer: Fair enough—there’s room for ambiguity, and that’s part of what makes Dream Flower Borghese work. It doesn’t force a single reading; it lets meaning flicker and shift, like light in The Double Slit Experiment.
Since you see this collection as light, do you think that’s a quality you’ll carry forward into future work? Or was this just a momentary expression, unique to Dream Flower Borghese?
Eric: I have no idea. It's 5 AM and I haven't gotten any sleep yet!
Interviewer: That alone feels like part of the book’s energy—something dreamlike, slipping between states, written and finished in that liminal space between night and morning. Whether or not you carry this lightness forward, Dream Flower Borghese exists now, weightless and complete.
You should get some rest. The book isn’t going anywhere.
Eric: Haha—thanks, dad!
Interviewer: Anytime, kiddo. Now go dream some more flowers.